please take a closer look at the bus stop signage whenever u go to the zoo.

rem 926. it does not run on weekdays.

and to think tat me n fen were waiting for it on a friday.

desperately waiting for a bus to go woodlands, so tat we can happily reach tampines faster.

faintz.

and to think tat tsu yong just told me tat he n his gang saw me at kfc!!

how can i not see them? how can i not see sm as well when he passed by me to wash his hands??

k, i am super tired tat day.

something heartbreaking happens on a very early sunday morning 2 am plus..

concerns my very own brother..

to face someone whom i love and yet doesnt love me has already been challenging enough..and now..yet another heartbreak..my brother..

tot that i can get some consolation when i saw his missed call..but not much though..

called him in the night at the chalet..thought that things maybe a little better..at least to tell him wat happen and to hear some comforting words from him..but in the end nothing too..

and right now..i am still very upset by wat my brother did to himself..

why..

In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with...and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You’ll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?" That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest "What if?" you’ll have in your life.

If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not yet too late? Simple...find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it’ll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away."

forbidden city was awesome.

suppose to meet fen at the airport at 8.30pm. wanted to msg her tat i couldnt make it in time as 36 was not there yet. my hp den appears "battery empty". in less than a sec, my hp was shut down. argh.

i was so desperate. thinking of borrowing someone's hp for a while. but i was so pai sei. coz the bus was so crowded.

so when i reached the airport, i went to the public phone. i "dong" a ten cents coin in and called her house coz i couldnt rem her hp no. dumb me. her big sis answered the phone but i did not ask for her hp no.

so i called the second time.

finally got her no. but her hp was low batt too!!!!!!!

i called several times before i could get thru her.

k, one lesson learnt here.

rem to charge my hp!!!!

from one of the article:

"It shows that Steve came over the top of the ray and the tail came up, and spiked him here (in the chest), and he pulled it out and the next minute he's gone," he said. "That was it. The cameraman had to shut down."

While stingrays rarely attack humans -- only three other deaths by stingray have reportedly been recorded in Australia and only 17 worldwide -- their serrated, 20-centimetre (eight-inch) venomous barbs can be as lethal as a knife wound in the chest, experts said.

nevertheless, if i hav the ability to go to foreign places to dive, phew..i may think twice.

but i dun mind dolphins though. muahaha..

oh..if..if...

should i take yoga, pilates, aerobics, salsa or boxercise?

limited choices.

CC. wat to do. to kill my time during weekends. *bleahz*