sunday is so bored!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate sundays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so bored at home!!!!!!!!!!!!

no more jie da huan xi on sat n sun..den today gt national day rally..

faintz..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

just woke up from my 3 hours nap just now...

xianz..

my throat hurts eversince the godiva choco drink on the 12 aug..argh..

den dry cough sets in..

little bit of flu sets in..

argh..

guess wat? book the tickets my super ex girlfriend without realising that my senior has already watched it!!!! argh!!! dumb!!! he actually watched twice with me!!! so pai sei...

den returned to eric..he said wanna treat me drinks coz he just closed a deal!!! muahaha..next time!!! since u wanna treat..i wun reject u de..muahaha..

i manage to squeeze with the crowd with siching ytd at the esplanade.

haha..for the first time..i like squeezing with the crowd..

once in a blue moon event..so i guess its okie..

AAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

i fell again! n on the same exact spot!!!!

and in front of my senior!!! so ma lu lor!!!!!

k, learn my lesson!!

its either i alter my pants/jeans or if not i will never wear them!!!!!!

faintz*

when mingxiu asked yanqiu why she emailed me to tell me that I have neglected her frenship but she did not do the same thing when she faced the same prob with another gf. She replied that most probably is the mo qi..

quite true baz..

and yes, coz of the email, it got better.

and definitely so much better now. ;p

Pride.

no matter what happened in the past, no matter what your status is,

if you say please stay, i will stay.

shin puts down his pride.

he says please stay. dun leave me.

- goong aka princess hours.

to realise that its gonna be shown on channel u!!!!
argh..but anyway..i wun be able to catch it everyday..so yes..good choice to buy..its a nice drama!!

if ever, roles reversed,

wat will happen?

i asked anas, my ex-intern from germany, wat would he do if he fell out of love or things din go smoothly..

den he told me..

actually it never happened for no reason..

and the only time i could think of now..

the reason was serious enough..

so that it was more than obvious that it was over..

i print screen our conversation and took a while to digest it..

oh..they have nice clips at youtube..just seach goong or princess hours will do..

my mummy bought wardrobes for me n bro!! although the wardrobes are not those expensive and pretty ones, i still love it!!! coz my mummy bought it..

hmmm..have yet to pack yet after a week..so yeah..can guess how messy it is..

tml is spring cleaning day!

i am looking at the screen now, thinking of wat to blog.

for a moment just now. my heart seems to stop beating when my eyes were on the screen.

freedom and love. wat will u choose? either one or both?

having freedom means there will be times when you feel lonely. or in better terms, having some personal space for reflection. but you have all your rights to do your things without committed to someone.

having love means having a companion who will love you, miss you and worry about you. your heart beats. but you may lose time to do other things.

yup. it depends on your priority and your own character and your love.

the great blow to me has taken a big toll on me. but it becomes the advice i give to my friends. to keep my heart beating, i have been engrossing myself into korean dramas. not those cry till your eyes swollen kinda, but rather those romantic comedies. definitely happy endings too.

*please watch goong aka princess hours too. they have great kissing scenes and a tidy plot.

finally after six months of struggles, sorrows and uncertainty, i am going to be confirmed soon. these six months have really pushed me to a limit, for almost every feelings came during those dramatic six months. watever feelings which came across to your mind now, i felt that too.

love.