something heartbreaking happens on a very early sunday morning 2 am plus..

concerns my very own brother..

to face someone whom i love and yet doesnt love me has already been challenging enough..and now..yet another heartbreak..my brother..

tot that i can get some consolation when i saw his missed call..but not much though..

called him in the night at the chalet..thought that things maybe a little better..at least to tell him wat happen and to hear some comforting words from him..but in the end nothing too..

and right now..i am still very upset by wat my brother did to himself..

why..